i have been looking through a (not so black) hole again. from this secret perspective this painting's surface looks rather like a malformed, distant planet...
somewhere high above, looking through a porthole, slowly coming into land (again)...
and below, closer to terra firma...
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earth/bound II, 2011, 30cm x 30cm, mixed media on panelearth/bound II is one of a series of new works on panel, and this work will be included in the annual artworks exhibition, a group exhibition of the work of thirty East Anglian artists, which runs from 10 september to 2 october 2011 (10am - 5pm, open daily)...why have i called this work 'earth/bound'? (with a forward slash, denoting and/or)put simply, its matter is of the earth, it is both created from the earth and it goes back to the earth - and here it appears to be grounded. bound is an intriguing word in the english language because as well as implying containment or enclosure, something confined or restricted, or bound by the ties of duty or responsibility, conversely it also implies a free or sudden movement, bounding off, heading off, towards or travelling back. this mix of meanings and interpretations seemed very relevant, in the strata or layers of personal significance, the context of its making is everything - but there is also something else breaking through the surface (something for another day).i have only shown a small glimpse of this work in progress so as to generate some intrigue prior to the opening of the artworks exhibition. i am looking forward to showing some new artwork in 2011. i am not sure if this work, 'earth/bound' should really be termed a painting, as it is more of a wall-based carved relief or construction, a flat(tened) sculpture....imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were, but without it we go nowhere.carl sagan...if you are intrigued to see the 'whole' of 'earth/bound', you might have to visit the 12th annual artworks exhibition (where there will also be new art from twenty nine other east anglian artists).entry to the artworks exhibition is free and there is lots of free parking. there will also be a smaller gallery 'shop' with a dynamic display of small paintings, original prints, drawings, collage, glass, ceramics and a range of artist cards for sale.…
earth/bound II, 2011, 30cm x 30cm, mixed media relief on panel…
...artworks annual exhibition, blackthorpe barn, rougham, suffolk, 10 september to 2 october 2011 (10am - 5pm, open daily)Artworks is a professional art group of thirty contemporary East Anglian artists. Each September we have an annual showcase exhibition in the historic setting of Blackthorpe Barn in Suffolk....p.s. i also have some new pieces of work in the Reunion Gallery's 'Refresh' tenth anniversary exhibition, on right now up until 22 Oct 2011 (it's a fabulous contemporary art space run by two professional artists, verena daniels & pat todd, who work in glass and ceramics respectively)....
on going green, again
introducing three new small works on wood panel, entitled (out of the) wood/shed I, II and III...
for a little intrigue & mystery i thought i would covertly spy on my own art...
trying to get a closer look at the intricate works of green... what are they and how is it done?
well, from wood to pulp to paper to pulp to wood, with an etching tool, some oil pigment and a little linseed oil... there is something of the aesthetic of decay about them but we might also call them modern abstract paintings for now... it seems that all of my drawing in the woods influenced the making of these works, albeit in a less than conventional way...
[tree bark, sketchbook, drawing in the woods, september 2009]this is an experiential walk into the woods (i don't recall much of the sky)... i went into the woods to escape and be immersed... it is really about life within life, small, transient, fleeting, the slowness of process, a quiet reminder of the nature of things... and it seemed natural to work with just wood and paper...
i am just looking at the edges (again, an obsession of mine)... and wondering if the sides should be painted white to contrast with the dark wood wall (on which they will be hung)... or perhaps matt black? or the deepest, darkest green? (but no tarnished gold this time)...
it's a many green textured and decaying thing (again)... green can be a difficult colour to work with but i rather like it as it signifies life, change and constant renewal... i hope to make art that expresses what it 'feels like', as the experience is not a perfect picture, it becomes a personal memory born out of many psychological factors, beyond the visual...
(out of the) wood/shed I, II and III, 2011, paper and oil on woodthese three small paintings (or works on wood) will be exhibited along with seven more works (of mine, along with many other works by the other paticipating artists) at the forthcoming artworks art group exhibition at blackthorpe barn in central suffolk, which runs from 10 september to 2 october 2011 (10am - 5pm, open daily)...people i know often tell me that they read this 'blog' and so if on reading this you have not been to an artworks exhibition before and would like to attend the special private view evening in early september, then please email me and i will make sure that you receive an invite. thank you to all those that have shown support for my art, especially over the last few difficult months - it means a lot.this will be my second year exhibiting with the artworks group and this year i will have ten small works in the show. i am looking forward to the opportunity of showing some of my art in this popular annual art exhibition.……
[detail]……artworks exhibition, blackthorpe barn, suffolk, 10 september to 2 october 2011 (10am - 5pm, open daily)Artworks is a dynamic professional art group of thirty contemporary East Anglian artists. Each September we have a showcase exhibition at the historic Blackthorpe Barn in the heart of rural Suffolk.
some thoughts on reality [working title]
some days i get caught up in philosophical tangles, about notions of reality, about how reality might be the premise for some artistic creation but it isn't the only impetus for making art. i know for example that my work seems rooted in my perceptions and experiences and it is not some abstract, poetic lyricism - and nor is it truly minimalist, where the absolute purity of form is in the 'present' overiding any need for narrative or subjectivity.i find it puzzling that the single lens of the camera is deemed more useful an aid to an artist in depicting a unique sense of reality... that some painters have become dependent upon photography as a tool, that they have replaced the two sensitive lenses (their own eyes) for the clarity of the fixed and unemotional single-lens 'reframed' gaze of a non-thinking camera. i know it's more complicated than that, and i am simplifying for the sake of creating an argument not to rely on the camera. there are many photographers and film-makers who convince me that it is an art, perhaps superseding painting as fine art.is it the purpose of the painter to provide insight? a combination of response, thought, process and outcome, one that is not dependent on a photographic approximation of reality. i think this is why i am drawn to abstraction, because it feels closer to the heart of the matter, how things feel not just how they look. to work directly from photographs seems at once removed, little more than illustration...but 'abstraction' in painting is a grey area, all too often misappropriated as an easy method of painting, and sometimes misunderstood as a 'concept', and it is often more difficult to discern its quality without an explicit sense of technical skill or competence - the 'intuitive' approach doesn't always cover it.thinking more... i think i create paintings which are based on a sense of reality but they do not depict that reality; they are separated, simplified, re-imagined, abstract reflections of 'reality', perhaps - a little bizarrely - how nature was interpreted in the arts & crafts movement, as a benign beautiful and safe substitute for the cruel ravages of nature.i am most interested in the appearance of nature where it is least expected, appreciated or desired, when it is discreetly evident and in which there seems to be another meaning or significance, to see it separated from everyday reality, not related it to anything else in the absolute real sense...i think sometimes (or most of the time) people will see what they want (or 'will') to see, what they are led to see. in plato's republic (which i was first encouraged to read during teacher training - but i have not read it from cover to cover) there is the idea of the cave, a place in which a game of misplaced reality is played out based on what the human senses are given (or are deprived of). some prisoners are made to face a wall in which all they see are the projected shadows of the events happening behind them. they soon learn to see the shadows as their reality, but if one of them is set free they will then realise that it has been a confusing illusion. it seems to me that a lot of contemporary art functions like this.the nature and meaning of the 'overlooked' and 'abandoned' has many personal resonances...i still recall the time during my first art degree when i did work almost exclusively from my own narrative, my imagination, constructing figurative phantasmagoriccal or bawdy scenes on the pains and pleasures of an hedonistic lifesyle. i took some direction from seeing the paintings of brueghel and hieronymus bosch. a tutor also introduced me to the drawings of heath robinson, and i was hooked for a while on the surreal, ways of 'invention', and that imaginary aspect has perhaps stayed with me... it's unfortunate that this old work, at the other end of the art spectrum, has no place here) and i am not sure i will ever get back to being that kind of artist again, it was different back then...there is a locally published art book, 'how artists see nature', which naturally raises the question of what nature actually is? how the rural means of gentrification prettify the agricultural landscape, so that some of us can believe we are immersed in the humble beauty of nature! there are many private fishing lakes as havens for nature, i think this is where some farm workers go to unwind. i have read in the local media that there is a new initiative to regenerate impoverished rural areas - yes! they will develop 'care farms', where disengaged or disadvantaged people will help to work the land as one pathway to 'social inclusion'. this is the strangeness of the rural and pastoral.back to the local art book... i did not pay to be one of the 'artists' included in this art book, and now feel like an 'unknown' outsider artist. in light of my relative invisibility, i could instead write about (or review) the many local exhibitions i have attended... on how i failed to appreciate the heavy daubs of oil paint on a large canvas, so charged with impasto oil paint that vincent van gogh's vigorous brushstrokes look thin and meagre in comparision. from the far side of the gallery, as the oilsome coagulation 'clarified', i could make out a local landscape.or... perhaps i should write about another gallery visit, when the scratchy roughness of oil painting on canvas perfectly suited the narrative contained in its subject matter, how the rural landscape seems scarred and brutalised. or the other things which i saw in a mixed exhibition, in the controlled delicacy of a large pencil drawing, in the whimsical, surreal contraption of a non-working sculpture, or the tattered remains of a deflated football (a relic of our time, to be sure) - and how i was disappointed there was no introduction by the curators in the exhibition catalogue... or perhaps i should write about another exhibition where the work was worth the lunchtime perusal, even with over sixty works on display. there was a spacious and yet sparse feeling to this particular art showcase of drawings. however, time seems to pass by all too quickly and i am just an amateur art reporter in this regard.perhaps i could instead, dear reader, relay the experience of visiting the house and studio of the famous british sculptor henry moore, and walking (in over-slippers) through his house 'hoglands' at perry green - how my concentration drifted away from the words of the tour guide to studying the titles of the books on the shelves, the many objects and primitive artefacts that were artfully displayed on a desk, a side cabinet, a coffee table, the paintings by vuillard and courbet, the shape of the sofa and the placement of cushions, the two oddly joining desks in the small office and the too many telephones, and how they placed fir cones on the chairs to dissuade any visitors from sitting down on them.or the very small cooker in contast to henry's monumental refrigerator - one of the first of its kind in a house in britain, american i think - how they could represent a man and his wife, or the shoes left on the floor in the scullery, and then the statuesque cacti in the lean-to greenhouse. or how, in one of henry moore's art studios, we had a small insight into his creative thinking process (as if henry moore had briefly left the building, to return later) where a small fragment of bone was deftly attached to a flint with a blob of plasticine, and there within its miniscule reforming was the 'idea' for a large sculpture... and strolling all through the grounds of perry green, appreciating his concern for patina and surface working in unison with sinuous forms.not all henry moore sculptures are shiny and smooth, except perhaps the ones lightly waxed and polished by some appreciative grazing sheep - and the pure joy in being able to touch sculptures - unlike at another sculpture exhibition i visited where i was reprimanded for daring to touch(!) a very shiny thing in the middle of the room. i made some quick drawings of some of the henry moore sculptures in my sketchbook...it was an all-too-brief experience of a famous artist's everyday creative reality. we like to peek into other artists' studios, to see how things are done. henry moore was inquisitive, resourceful, very astute in managing his career as a 'business' ...well-connected with the people that mattered.my own studio is not a museum! it is invariably cluttered with collated fragments of things, things not yet properly started, barely begun or put aside for another time, but there a few things that show some promise. on the days when these 'things' are going well then i truly believe i was born to do this 'art' thing and nothing else. at other times i have to realistically abandon the development of my art and do something else (work) instead.i have no pictures to share... it doesn't seem useful (anymore) to write about or show things in progress...